This piece was first published in this month’s issue of Poetry Magazine. You can purchase a copy of the issue here!
The first time you get sick and your mom isn’t there to force feed you chicken soup and massage warm oil onto your throat, you’ll wish you never made fun of how she said scissors like caesars when you were nine. You’ll learn that love isn’t promised, that you don’t have the privilege of adolescent self-hatred anymore, that one day you will be Not Twenty, not eating half a sleeve of saltines and writing poetry at two in the morning with the enormity of your life stretching out lazily before you. This memory will be as small as the summer thunderstorms of your childhood.
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💜💜💜 and it flows so lovely. Congrats on your publication!
this is so beautiful ❤️❤️