You see the rolling fields of your childhood for what it is now.Â
You attend all the funerals, dig all the graves by hand.Â
You bury this soft, rotting body of yours over and over again.Â
The women before you dug holes, too. They whispered their hopesÂ
into the soil, left them planted for generations. And from the EarthÂ
sprouted you, Dreamer, carrying centuries of unanswered prayersÂ
in the pit of your stomach. Of course you’re an idealist, aÂ
believer. Of course you’re doomed to fail, doomed to dig.Â
You were born with dirt beneath your fingernails.
This is beautiful
I am in love with your writing <3